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Sayaka Maizono ([personal profile] destage) wrote2013-06-06 10:05 pm

Final words to [personal profile] diamondo

Oowada-kun,

If you've managed to find this, that means I've died.

...You know, I find it rather odd. I'd never have expected that you'd be such a nice person-- and don't go getting all defensive and huffy, it's the truth! --but I'm so glad I got the chance to talk to you when I did. I'd never expected to make any friends in a place like this, after finding out what this game's true purpose was. You, Kirigiri-san, and Spain-san are probably some of the people I'd have never expected to befriend, but...well. I do consider you precious to me--I want you three, and Naegi-kun, to leave here alive the most.

You might find it absurd, but I considered you a friend in this place. I kind of wished that we got to know each other a little more--we've only talked so much, but...you were there. You, in a way, helped make sure I wasn't alone. More than anything else here, I'm thankful for that.

I suppose I should leave no secrets while I'm writing this, but I was the one who gave you a gun on the fifth day. I hope that didn't scare you, at the least, it certainly wasn't my intention! But...I trust you. I like to believe that I do, anyway. It was a part of my role--the defender, to be exact. I trusted you, so I figured you should be allowed to be safe--please, use it wisely okay?

If you're the first to find this, I want you to do me one favor, okay? There should be a few more pages written in here for the others--I want you to make sure they get to where they're needed. If you don't, I'll be sure to pay you a nightly haunting. BOOOOOOOOOOOOO ヽ(゚Д゚)ノ


[On the back of the note is something that appears to be written more recently;]

Hey, Oowada-kun.

I'm sure Fei-Ong-san's caught you up on events as they are right now, or at least I hope he did. ...Sorry for getting into that fighting with Caulfield earlier, but he really did deserve it! Acting so high and mighty like he wasn't anything more than a cold blooded killer--the nerve! It feels horrible to say, but I can at least admit it to you--I don't care enough to regret how my actions painted me today. Good god, it was worth it, and I hope Syo-san gave him hell before the critter did.

...I had honestly meant to ask you something today, but I figure that at the least, Fei-Ong-san may ensure I survive the night. You likely won't see this in that case, but that means that writing this is counter productive. I think I'll show this to you either way--if not when I die, then on the day we get out of this place.

Thanks for today. I might not have expressed it well at the time, but I really appreciate what you did. And once again, you proved the fact that you're much kinder than you look. :P Your reputation might be in danger at this rate if you keep it up! Or it will be if you decide to let this letter get into the wrong hands.

To get back on track--I think next to Kirigiri-chan, Spain-san, and Naegi-kun, you might be one of the few people I really trust here. Funny, that--I figured that if we were in the school, we likely wouldn't even spare the other a glance! But I'm glad, in a way. If we do make it out of here alive, I at least wanna make sure we stay in touch, okay? The world may think it's weird, but I don't mind it at all.

...You'll be one of the only two of our class that'll be left here, if things don't go well tonight. Please, I beg you--if Fei-Ong-san and I don't make it through the night, please find a way to win. Do whatever you can to win, and make sure everyone else lives. Make all the hunters pay for what they've done to these people. That's my last request to you.

Okay, maybe it's not, but...this is a bit more of a selfish request. Could you please not forget me? I know it may seem like an odd thing to request, but...well, just do it for me, okay. Please...if it's not too painful for you to remember.

I'd better finish this soon, or I won't have any more room on this page--but I believe in you, Oowada-kun. I really do--win for us all. Please. And if you do get home, stay safe there too. I don't want to see you joining me so young.