Apr. 27th, 2030 10:02 pm
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How am I doing with Sayaka here? Am I doing good, okay, bad? Let me know here--I'm always seeking to improve!

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Apr. 27th, 2017 08:23 pm
destage: (LAUGH ♡ That was terrible)
Sayaka Maizono
Hello, this is the inbox of Sayaka Maizono ♥ Please leave a message, if you'd like to!


destage: (PRAYER ♡ Ever attentive)
 Because fuck me I need a good way to track deadland CR (hearts from here)
destage: (SING ♡ Bring on the music)

I imagine this probably isn't the most ideal form of conversation, especially after what I did over on the other side, so I wanted to apologize for that first and foremost. I just don't know if I could get my thoughts together enough in order to do it in person, but if that's something you'd prefer, I can certainly try.

The main point of this is that I really, really want to apologize for trying to kill you and for manipulating you in order to do so, and...honestly, for putting you through that whole song and dance of a trial. You absolutely, 100% did not deserve that, and I honestly can't imagine how bad it must have been over there, but it was completely horrible of me to use whatever caused you to come down there like that. I am so sorry for all of this. You shouldn't have had to go through that, and I really shouldn't have acted like I did; if I didn't, we'd both be alive. I'm so sorry for everything--Brady-san gave me an idea of just how horrible it was because of what I did, and I am so sorry that I put you through that.

I know you said it yourself during the meeting, that the only person you're angry at is Adjudicator-san, but...I genuinely don't blame you if you're angry at me for what I did. If I can be honest, I'd prefer it, because you're more than well within your right to be. I manipulated you and tried to kill you, and you died because you defended yourself. And it was especially cruel of me to do something like that to you, because you already must have gone through so much in that game you talked about.

...I don't know what more I can say that isn't repeating myself, or feeling like I'm being manipulative--I really want to try and stop being like that, or feeling like I'm doing that to people. If I am, please let me know? I don't know if this is even close to a sufficent apology for everything, but I want to try and send this to you before I wind up trying to throw it away and start over. I should've done this when you got here, and more importantly, I shouldn't have let it come to this at all.

Thank you for taking the time to read this, and I'm sorry once again. For everything. I don't know if it'd be okay to say this, but if you ever want to talk, just let me know--maybe actually hearing it would be better, but I don't want to rely on my intuitions for this. It'd be kind of insulting, I'm pretty sure.

- Sayaka Maizono
destage: (When I turn the lights out)
- One idol outfit.
- A sewing kit.
- Change of clothes.
- Hope's Peak Student ID Card.
- Hunting Knife. (Hunter's Game)
- A notebook with various doodles and pieces of paper inside.
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If you've managed to find this, that means I've died.

...You know, I find it rather odd. I'd never have expected that you'd be such a nice person-- and don't go getting all defensive and huffy, it's the truth! --but I'm so glad I got the chance to talk to you when I did. I'd never expected to make any friends in a place like this, after finding out what this game's true purpose was. You, Kirigiri-san, and Spain-san are probably some of the people I'd have never expected to befriend, but...well. I do consider you precious to me--I want you three, and Naegi-kun, to leave here alive the most.

You might find it absurd, but I considered you a friend in this place. I kind of wished that we got to know each other a little more--we've only talked so much, were there. You, in a way, helped make sure I wasn't alone. More than anything else here, I'm thankful for that.

I suppose I should leave no secrets while I'm writing this, but I was the one who gave you a gun on the fifth day. I hope that didn't scare you, at the least, it certainly wasn't my intention! But...I trust you. I like to believe that I do, anyway. It was a part of my role--the defender, to be exact. I trusted you, so I figured you should be allowed to be safe--please, use it wisely okay?

If you're the first to find this, I want you to do me one favor, okay? There should be a few more pages written in here for the others--I want you to make sure they get to where they're needed. If you don't, I'll be sure to pay you a nightly haunting. BOOOOOOOOOOOOO ヽ(゚Д゚)ノ

[On the back of the note is something that appears to be written more recently;]

Hey, Oowada-kun.

I'm sure Fei-Ong-san's caught you up on events as they are right now, or at least I hope he did. ...Sorry for getting into that fighting with Caulfield earlier, but he really did deserve it! Acting so high and mighty like he wasn't anything more than a cold blooded killer--the nerve! It feels horrible to say, but I can at least admit it to you--I don't care enough to regret how my actions painted me today. Good god, it was worth it, and I hope Syo-san gave him hell before the critter did.

...I had honestly meant to ask you something today, but I figure that at the least, Fei-Ong-san may ensure I survive the night. You likely won't see this in that case, but that means that writing this is counter productive. I think I'll show this to you either way--if not when I die, then on the day we get out of this place.

Thanks for today. I might not have expressed it well at the time, but I really appreciate what you did. And once again, you proved the fact that you're much kinder than you look. :P Your reputation might be in danger at this rate if you keep it up! Or it will be if you decide to let this letter get into the wrong hands.

To get back on track--I think next to Kirigiri-chan, Spain-san, and Naegi-kun, you might be one of the few people I really trust here. Funny, that--I figured that if we were in the school, we likely wouldn't even spare the other a glance! But I'm glad, in a way. If we do make it out of here alive, I at least wanna make sure we stay in touch, okay? The world may think it's weird, but I don't mind it at all.

...You'll be one of the only two of our class that'll be left here, if things don't go well tonight. Please, I beg you--if Fei-Ong-san and I don't make it through the night, please find a way to win. Do whatever you can to win, and make sure everyone else lives. Make all the hunters pay for what they've done to these people. That's my last request to you.

Okay, maybe it's not, but...this is a bit more of a selfish request. Could you please not forget me? I know it may seem like an odd thing to request, but...well, just do it for me, okay. Please...if it's not too painful for you to remember.

I'd better finish this soon, or I won't have any more room on this page--but I believe in you, Oowada-kun. I really do--win for us all. Please. And if you do get home, stay safe there too. I don't want to see you joining me so young.
destage: (When I close my eyes)
I was told by the group of prey I've been helping that you've been cleared on any counts of being a hunter, so I figure that it's time that you've stopped being in the dark about everything.

If it's okay with you, could you meet with me after the trial? I'd like to get you up to speed on what information we do have.
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If you manage to find this, that means I've died.

I want to thank you, first of all. You really did help me in the school--I meant everything I said to you there. I would've gladly been your assistant, and more than anyone else...I was glad that you were around. You may be Super High School Level Good Luck, but you're one of a kind--I don't think I've ever met someone so sweet who wasn't in it for ulterior motives! It's refreshing, if nothing else.

I need to confess something to you, though. I'm so sorry, but I lied about what time it was when I left. I had an appointment with someone else--I had to swap rooms with you so they wouldn't suspect anything.

...You're smart enough. I think you can see where this is going, right? I was going to use this as an excuse to kill someone. I needed to get back there--my career meant absolutely everything to me back there. In a way, it still does...but after seeing everything that this game has done to it's players, I'm horrified. I'm scared. Would I truly be any better than these people if I tried that back in the school?

Let me answer that for you; no. No, I wouldn't. I was literally willing to put something that I'd latched so hard onto for years against someone's life. That's hideous, isn't it? I must look much uglier than the Hunter's have left me at this point. If we had made it back to the school, I could have at least assured you that I wouldn't go through with it. You can thank this place for that, if nothing else.

...It probably wouldn't have ended well at all, would it have? Everyone seemed to react so strange to me on the first day, except for Kirigiri-san--she's always so controlled, I had to wonder if she was faking it. Oowada-kun said there had been a lot more night time announcements since then--I'd wondered if he was going nuts, but now I'm wondering if it would've been worth it at all if he's telling the truth.

...Naegi-kun, if you're the first one to find this journal? Make sure all of the notes get to their places. I'm sorry; I've asked so much of you and given so little in return. I'm not going to a good place when this is all over, but I just want to see if I can help, one last time.

Thank you, genuinely, for being my friend, Naegi-kun. ♥ I don't think sorry will be able to repair what I've just said, if you believe me at all. I think I've apologized enough here to begin with...but I'll say it one more time. I'm so, so sorry.

Please, please make sure everyone else leaves here alive. I believe in you.

We'll leave this place alive, I promise.
destage: (The seconds keep on passing)
[When Kirigiri gets inside, she might see that Sayaka's room is pretty well kept--it's definitely been lived in to a certain extent, and the bed's just a little messy, but that's really it. A plain, normal looking room.

She locks the door once she's inside, pausing for a moment--turning the lock a few times, and then turning back with a smile.]

There. It should be safe now, Kirigiri-san.

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"I'm a prey, and I have a specialized role known as the Defender. I'm able to give one person a gun each night; which from what the critter says, is the only way to kill someone during the day time. It's a role meant to give prey defense, but I have no idea who the prey, hunters, or scavengers are.

...It's a rather heavy burden, if you want the honest truth. I'm scared to admit it."

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